Can I talk?!
Can I say what's inside me?
What's really beneath.. what people don't see!
What's hiding beside my smile
My face is an open book... I dare say
But now, wearing a false mask is the best
Dealing with people as if it's a play
As smiling to others outside myself is a MUST
Satisfaction& peace.. refuse to stay
However hard I tried, only turns to be gust
Don't know what to do! And whom shall I seek
My tries vanish as a wisp of dust
"Sono stanco morto" of everything
Of the double-faced people..
Of that decieving life..
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I pass in harsh state
God: help me to tolerate
my self push me to do mistake
forgive and accept prostrate
معا للتقى:
Sometimes I pass in a harsh state..
But Soon remember.. Allah always opens his merciful gate..
I return again to do mistakes..
Hope for mercy again, whatever it takes..
As I know my creator is the greatest forgiver
And I'll never get bored of repentance.. never
However I would thank HIM for His mercy.. it will never be enough
* Thank you for your comment.
Rabbena yataqabbal :)
salamo alikoom heba
your current feeling is something usual happen to faithful people -- its just test from god to empower your personality and to look to the world with different view --one said to me when i had the same feeling 3 months age -- all bad things inside you or outside -- i said its outside -- so you are on the straight way .
i felt from last conversation that you are worried and dont like to continue at your work and this makes you more stress and nerves do you know why?
first :maybe you like some people there and you dont like to miss them >
maybe you are overloaded and you need more rest and breathing air
maybe you need to conduct your best friends and get out with them
maybe you feel isolated from certain area
maybe you are worried from the future after you take the decision of quit job and you dont know what you are going to do exactly >
whatever was the analysis- i provide you with things to do before you fall into depression like somebody i know :
first : review your relation with god - is it raise or not
make salat el haga so god will show you the right way --
second : look for anther opportunties for work -- even you are not 100 persuade it
third : do aerobics -- join zedney and meet people with broaded opened - co operative minded
fourth : avoid negative people and join the positive one who bolster your momentum
fifth : look for your 4 parts in your life soul - work - relations - logic etc and rearrange your priorities
six : say NO
and finally
smile
be happy every where you go
life is sweet and green as prophet said
and remeber you are in MAYAAAT ALLAH the god who knows you will and protect you -- so bye bye to all your worries and lets start to open anew page IMAN
i swear u have a talent..
i love your poem.. please let us enjoy other poems in days to come
Sondos,
Thanks a lot for ur thoughtfulness :)
I'll try to believe it.
Anyway, I'll try to write more poem afterwards inshaAllah."just for ur sake if u want :)".
more poems * :)
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