I don't like the word "Broken".
I don't really feel I should ever be broken. Nothing& none can break me.
I know I'm much stronger than that.
But why now... do I always feel not well these days??
Why do I feel I have this strange broken smile??
When did I stop laughing from the heart?? And why do my dear students search for my real smile?
Why do they feel happy when I laugh& say they've missed the sound of my laughter a lot?!
Where did it go?
Why can't I find it anymore?
Why do I feel I always need to cry?
And lost that great enthusiasm to fly?
Why can't I find any beauty in my face??
I wish I can understand.. and know what went wrong