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My brother has just left now. I don't know whether I'll see him again b4 he travells or not!!

I didn't hug him or anything... though I'm more than 70% sure that I won't see him again soon. He will be travelling in a few days.

I couldn't hug him as I didn't wanna cry... and anyway, I also cried just after we closed our house's door.

I don't know why actually I'm writing this! or to whom! I'm sure that's something quite personal& none would care to know it... All I know is that I rushed to the computer as soon as my brother left, so that I would remove that sad feeling... but I guess I failed :(