Dad ?!!

Shall I hug him?
Shall I kiss him??
Or shall I… shower him with hundreds of kisses as soon as I see him?!

I really don’t know what to say either!!
Shall I tell him how much I missed him?
Or shall I tell him that I love him a lot?

Shall I tell him “Don’t leave me again?”
Or….. Is it enough to hug him strongly, and that will make him understand??!

These were the thoughts which came to my mind when I heard my mother talking on the phone saying, “Really? I really don’t believe you? You’re on your way now? That’s certainly a big surprise!! Don’t believe you.”… These were what my mother was saying. Yes…. She was talking to my father whom I reeeeeeally missed a lot. He made us a surprise& came to us while we were in Alex.

It has been many months I haven't seen him, and I was really in need to listen to him, in need of his wisdom, and also his great kindness& love and friendly atmosphere in which he shares everyone else, even those he doesn't know.

I know that some "girlies" would say "Oh my God!! She might have found her prince charming. that's him. For sure she's talking about him." : ) ...... But no.. I'm talking about my daddy, whom I really missed a lot.


The best thing I like about him is that I feel he's a good friend to everyone in the whole world, and that feeling is not coz he's my father. He certainly have many defects, just like any other person in the world, but that's something seriously... whenever we go out anywhere, we find him laughing and joking with anyone in the streets, this includes people in other cars "if they were nice enough to talk when we're stuck in traffic", people in the street, traffic controlers, and even old men sitting in coffe shops if our car went on narrow streets. He laughs with them, and always salutes everyone... the cool thing is that most people feel that "very friendly" atmosphere, and so... return back the nice way of talking.


My father has come... And I don't feel I can tell him anything!! I have many COMPLEX thoughts in my mind that I feel, but can't get out.
Wish to tell him not to leave us anymore... or say that...... We only live once, so forget about everything& just let's stick together. Wish to tell him that I'm getting older everyday, and he wouldn't notice this unless he's here in Egypt, and will suddenly find me getting married& leaving our house forever. Don't we really need to stay together? and we'll hang on against any circumstances?!